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Mamat

2010-12-20T22:03:00.006+08:00

Sesat

2010-10-31T18:54:00.011+08:00

First time masuk kemensah, aku dgn sorang lagi member sesat dalam hutan. Masuk pukul 8:30am, bajet2 dalam pkl 10am bleh settle. Tapi bila dah masuk hutan dalam pukul 11am baru sedar mcm dah sesat. Jumpa jalan mati lepas kayuh & tolak basikal berkilometer2 jauhnya. Patah balik, badan dah penat, air dah habis, so melambatkan lagi perjalanan. OTW keluar, jula geng ATV, diorang tunjuk jalan keluar. Dengar2 mcm senang tapi makin lama makin sesat. Target pukul 1pm boleh sampai jalan masuk pagi tadi. Tapi pukul 130pm kitorang jumpa balik tempat asal kitorang sesat mula2 tadi. Demotivated, amik henpon, terus call mintak bantuan. Sementara tunggu bantuan, kitorang tunggu kat tepi anak sungai (ada gak air nak minum) sampai la pukul 330pm, polis datang amik kitorang. Haha..!

so sini la tempat bermulanya kitorang sesat. Kat sini mula-mula kitorang follow group lain tapi sebab diorang agak laju, so kitorang pun tertinggal le. Jalan yang kitorang follow ni sentiasa mendaki, tak jumpa2 jalan turunnya.

masa ni dah sesat dah ni. Gambar ni amik pukul 200pm keadaan basikal dah teruk dengan lumpur sebab jalan tanah merah basah. Kat situ ada anak sungai tapi tak nampak dari angle ni. Sebab air dah lama abis, kitorang pun bedal aje lah air sungai tu. Sedap beb!

Ni Jasni dah kepenatan. semua tenaga dah abis guna. Kalau la dia ultraman, dah lama lampu merah kat dada tu kelip2.

Terpancar sinar kegembiraan kat muka Jasni lepas berjaya sampai kat ATV park atas bantuan polis.

Terhutang budi kat 3 orang ni sebab dia la yg selamatkan kitorang, Yg kanan sekali tu geng ATV yg tumpangkan kitorang keluar sampai ATV park. Yang tengah & kiri tu aku jumpa on the way keluar dari pick up point. Depa ni bawak ford Ranger tengah survey tempat memancing. Aku dengan tak malu mintak tumpang sebab tak larat nak bonceng ATV sambil pikul basikal. Heheh..

Masa ni kat balai polis melawati. Kitorang kena pegi balai sebab polis nak amik keterangan. Sempat la gak kena sound dgn polis ni. haha... Tabik tuan!

Upgrade

2010-10-25T20:21:00.003+08:00

Selepas 2 bulan akhirnya basikal RMB ni bertukar tangan le.

Aku plak dah beli beskal baru nama dia Merida.

My new 2 wheeler

2010-09-26T16:02:00.007+08:00

sebelum sampai sini kena naik satu bukit tinggi...

dah 2X naik still kantol gak nak kayuh sampai atas...

skrg dah tukar hobi lak .. main MTB. for starting main MTB murah aje lah.

Kalau ada rejeki, baru upgrade yg lebih berkualiti la pulak.

going offroad kat empangan sg tua.. best sebab redup & sunyi.

Tapi bila sunyi sangat jadik takut pulak.

tepi tasik... 8:30am

M.A.S.K

2010-07-24T19:32:00.008+08:00

Surf2 internet aku terjumpa gambar2 ni.. teringat masa kecik2 dulu.. katun & mainan favret aku...

the M.A.S.K (mobile armed strike kommand)

1. BULLET - beli kat Singapore masa rombongan sekolah ke singapore. SGD10.00 kalau x silap.

Asalnya moto tapi boleh jadik hovercraft, lampu depan jadi senapang then lampu belakang ada tali boleh tarik barang. Nama rider dia Ali Bombay. Kenapa aku beli, aku pun tatau sebab selama aku tengok katun MASK ni, sekali pun tak penah nampak Bullet keluar.

2. Rhino - Beli sekenhen dgn mmbr sekolah agama RM30

Hah yang ni pulak kepala lori convert jadik mcm command post la. kalau tengok betul2 ada satu meriam kat belakang kokpit tu. Pastu tayar lori belakang boleh jadik kereta kecik. Ekzos pulak jadik senapang. Haha...! Di operatekan oleh dua anggota MASK nama Bruce Sato dgn sapa ntah lagi sorang.

3. MANTA - RM40 kalau x silap belik kat central market.

Ni geng jahat aka VENOM (vicious evil network of mayhem). Pompuan pulak tu.

Keta fairlady 300z buleh tuka jadik assault plane.

4. Switchblade - Beli kat satu kedai kat pasar. RM36.00. Kayuh basikal dari rumah semata nak beli benda ni, lebih kurang 6km masa darjah 6 kot..

Ha yang ni pulak ketua geng jahat la. So far mainan ni yg paling cool. helicopter convert jadik assult plane jugak. Ketua dia nama Mayhem kalau x silap, chubby, ada misai & botak.

5. Iguana - Ni last beli kalau x silap kat KOMTAR JB. Harga dah tak ingat ler..

Ni pun sama mcm Bullet, tak penah kuar dalam TV. Sku beli sebab murah kot kalau kompare dgn yg lain2. Maklum la masa tu sekolah lagi mana ada duit nak beli menan mahal2 ni...

nostalgia sungguh...

Kucing Jelamaan Syaitan

2010-07-24T17:43:00.005+08:00

Ada sekor kucing kat umah aku ni. Dulu aku wat tatau jer sebab dia tak masuk dalam umah pun. Pastu satu hari dia masuk & kencing dalam rumah. Bengang punya pasal, aku masukkan dalam keta & buang dekat pam mintak lebih kurang 1km dari rumah. Tak lama pastu, dia dah balik dkt umah aku & buat muka selamba je. Ok la aku bleh tahan lagi.

Tapi rupa2nya dia bengang kat aku, dia masuk umah aku lagi & berak atas timbunan baju yg dah basuh tapi lom sempat lipat. Tak guna betul. Pastu dia berak pulak atas baru aku yg baru beli bape hari. Aku baru sempat pakai sekali je baju tu. So apa lagi, tangkap dan buang kat satu area lebih kurang 2km dari umah. Selesai.

Then minggu lepas dah ada balik kat umah aku. Semalam dia sekali lg dia carik pasal dgn aku, kali ni dia jatuhkan helmet aku sampai pecah telinga helmet tu. Tak bleh tahan, aku tangkap, masuk dalam bakul, masukkan dalam bonet keta & buang 10km dari rumah pulak. kalau dia boleh balik lagi pasni, aku buang diri aku sendiri jauh dari syaitan ni. Oh ya, sebelum last dah nak kena buang tu, bukak je bonet, tgk dia dah sempat kencing dalam bonet tu. Busuk satu keta!

Mmg nasib btol la. Dia punya pasal, mlm tadi semua plan aku rosak teruk dan today is my worst birthday ever sejak dari mula hidup. Masalah bertimpa2 ... Lupa bgtau, kucing ni warna dia hitam... Signs of bad luck???

Setahun Yang Lalu Part 2

2010-05-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hari ni, genap setahun Mak meninggalkan kami semua.

Semuanya masih segar dalam ingatan. Semalam kali terakhir aku melihat Mak memberikan senyuman terakhir pada kami semua. Semalam juga lah aku melihat air mata Mak yang terakhir, ketika kami semua meninggalkan Mak di hospital untuk pulang ke KL.

Pukul 1:30pm aku telefon ayah, bertanyakan keadaan Mak. Ayah kata Mak nampak letih & tak bermaya. Pukul 2:20 aku sampai opis, telefon berbunyi. Abang call. Tetiba hati jadi tak tenteram bila Abang call. Dengar je nada suara Abang, aku tau benda yang paling aku takut dah berlaku. Dan betul, ayat-ayat Abang selepas tu mengesahkan apa yang aku takutkan.

Hari ni selepas 365 hari, aku masih mengharapkan semua ni cuma mimpi...

Setahun Yang Lalu

2010-05-02T18:37:00.002+08:00

Tarikh & Waktu yang sama 365 hari lepas...

... Mak ada kat wad Hospital Batu Pahat. Dia cuma mampu terbaring memndang sekeliling tanpa dapat buat apa2 sangat. Sesekali dia aku mintak air mineral sejuk... sedapnya bila air sejuk tu membasahi tekak dia. Dia tak mampu minum banyak, disebabkan sakit buah pinggangnya yg dah kritikal, selain tekaknya yg ditebuk untuk mak bernafas.

... Mak cuma ada kurang dari 48jam menikmati hidup di dunia ni... Ayah yg tak jemu2 menunggu mak memberikan semangat untuk Mak terus survive. Tapi siapalah manusia ni yang terlalu kecil untuk menidakkan takdir Allah swt...

boring

2010-04-19T19:51:00.003+08:00

lama tak tulis apa2... boring le

Happy Birthday Mak

2009-09-05T10:15:00.010+08:00

Happy 62th Birthday To Mak.

It supposed to be my mom's birthday today. Every past years I never failed to wish her birthday.

Until this moment I hardly believe that she has gone. All her laughs, soft spoken words still echoes in my ears.

I could not forgive myself when she called me a month before she fell into coma. I was at work and I told her I would call her back. But I didn't. There I've lost the chance forever. And ever.

Look at the picture. Seems that she was looking at me hoping that I will stay with her a little bit longer. She was so sad everytime I am leaving back to KL. This was what she always said to me...

"Balik la selalu tengok Mak, sementara Mak masih ada.."

Batu Pahat

2009-08-31T15:25:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT DATANG KE BATU PAHAT

4 Months

2009-08-31T14:52:00.007+08:00

That's my mom's favourite plant. Santalia if I am not mistaken. Mom used to love it so much.
Dad took it from home & asked the undertaker to plant it.

"Almarhum Rakmah / Rahmah bte Siran kembali ke rahmatullah pada 4.5.2009 bersamaan
9 Jamadil Awal 1430 jam 2:20 petang berumur 61 tahun. No 1243.
Semoga dicucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya."

Now after almost 4 months mom had left me, this is how her resting place look like.
It is a routine for my dad to visit mom everyday & pray for her.

Al-Fatihah.

Hey it's me

2009-08-19T22:55:00.007+08:00

This is me, with my only brother.

He was wearing a Tshirt of 6th Millior Dollar Man.

I guess I was 3 - 4 years old.

But somehow I remember what was going on then.

My father took a pix of my brother alone. Then it was my turn. But suddenly my brother entered the frame without noticed by me. So unfair.

Venue : No 1 Lorong 2 Jalan Kluang, Batu Pahat Johor.

RIDDLES

2009-08-14T22:24:00.010+08:00

A. IF I ASK YOU TO RIGHT DOWN NUMBER 1 UNTIL 100, HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU NEED TO WRITE NUMBER 8?

20 PCS OF CANDY = RM1

1 LOLIPOP = RM1

A BUCKET OF POPCORN = RM5

IF I ASK YOU TO SPEND RM100 TO BUY THESE ITEMS, MUST BE EXACTLY 100 PIECES, AND MUST COMBINE ALL THE ITEMS, HOW MUCH WOULD YOU SPEND ON THE CANDY, LOLLIPOP & POPCORN?

C. A BASKET CONTAINS 5 APPLES. HOW TO DIVIDE THEM TO 5 BOYS EQUALLY, WITH EACH BOY WILL HAVE AN APPLE AND ONE APPLE STAYS IN THE BASKET?

THE FUCKING MAC, THE FUCKING BELKIN

2009-08-14T21:15:00.006+08:00

THESE TWO MOTHERFUCKERS RUINED MR & MRS HP'S LIFE. MR & MRS HP WERE OLD. NEED TO GET A NEW GUY TO DO THE JOB. MET AN ASSHOLE AND HE RECOMMENDED MR MAC. THE ASSHOLE SAID THIS MR MAC WAS VERY EFFICIENT. SO IMMUNE UNTIL THE VIRUS CAN'T TOUCH HIM. HE CAN EVEN DO THE JOB REMOTELY.

"SAYA BUKAN ALONG, SAYA CUMA MAU TOLONG.." SAID THE ASSHOLE.

CONVINCED.

SO MR MAC WAS EMPLOYED. HOWEVER NEWLY EMPLOYED MR MAC SEEMED DISAGREED WITH HIS COLLEAGUE MR DLINK. TRIED SEVERAL TIMES TO SEE IF THEY CAN WORK SHOULDER TO SHOULDER. NAH. FORGET IT. MR MAC TOTALLY DISAGREE WITH THIS OLD MR DLINK. THIS TIME THE ASSHOLE CAME AGAIN. LIKE A SHIT COME OUT FROM THE ASSHOLE, THIS ASSHOLE RECOMMENDED TO TERMINATE MR DLINK.

"I HAVE ANOTHER NEW GUY, MR BELKIN WILL BE A GREAT PARTNER FOR MR MAC" THE ASSHOLE SAID.

POOR MR DLINK. HIS CONTRACT WAS TERMINATED JUST TO GIVE HIS POSITION TO MR BELKIN. YES HE WAS RIGHT. THESE TWO GUYS WERE TOTALLY COOPERATE WITH EACH OTHER. ALONG THEY WERE WORKING JUST FINE. AND NOW THEY ARE RUNNING THE SHOW.

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE REST?

BOTH MR & MRS HP WERE VERY SAD. THEY FELL SICK. MRS HP FELL INTO COMA. AFTER A WHILE SHE WOKE UP BUT SHE WILL NEVER BE LIKE BEFORE. SHE HAD NEVER BE ABLE TO DO THINGS SHE USED TO DO. SAME GOES TO MR HP. HE WAS SO SAD, BEING HOSPITALISED. SINCE NO INSURANCE COVER, MR HP WAS UNABLE TO RECEIVE THE TREATMENT AT THE HOSPITAL. ALTERNATIVELY, HE WENT TO SEE A DUKUN. YES THE FEE WAS LOW BUT HE WAS NOT FULLY RECOVERED. UNTIL PRESENT. MR DLINK WAS UNCONCIOUS SINCE THE DAY MR BELKIN TOOK HIS PLACE.

POOR THESE PEOPLE.

Maggi Mee

2009-08-05T23:32:00.016+08:00

Kali ni aku nak citer pasal maggi mee yg memang femes di kalangan orang Malaysia especially students sama ada kat universitas atau kolej-kolej.

Al kisah terjadi masa aku Part 6 masa study kat ITM Lendu Alor Gajah. part 6 ni maksudnya semester 6 la, sebab setahun ada 2 semester, dari awal kira Part 1 masa junior abis sampai la part 6 kira otai la.

Soo masa tu lebih kurang pukul 3 pagi, aku dengan roomate aku nama Faie & sorang lagi kawan Addy Gadaffy Idrus ala2 Malmsteen tengah menderita kelaparan tahap gaban. Lagi sorang roommate aku nama Azmi yg perasan hensem tengah tido lak. Dia ni kaki tido malas aku nak citer pasal dia.. hehehe..

**Komersial break**

Masa aku dok kat Lendu ni sebilik duduk 4 orang. Aku, Azmi, Bulat & Faie. Dalam semua2 ni, aku sorang jer tak loaded. Maklum la, dua orang daripada kitorang ni anak bongsu so mak abang kakak sumer support la. Yang lagi sorang ni pulak anak penghulu & jugak pembawa masuk pendatang asing dari Indo. (Wakaka!! Jangan marah aku). Aku sengkek jer maklum la mak bapak keje cikgu aje, adik beradik ramai lak tu. So bilik kitorang ni kira best gak la selalu jadik port budak2 lain lepak. Contohnya mcm si Addy ni la, pastu ada budak rambut macam mop nama dia Syarman aka Kuii, Arinoor aka 5011, Abang Fared adik Nico & ramai lagi sampai aku tak ingat nama.

**end of commercial break**

So berbalik citer lapar tadi, masa tu entah macamm mana kitorang buleh pulak dapat maggi dalam 3 bungkus. Oleh kerna sumer lapar, so kitorang decide nak masak dalam pot periuk nasik, rendam pakai air panas jer. Si Faie ni ler yang tukang jadik chefnya. Pas tu selang 10 minit sumer dah ready nak ngap aje. Tapi sebab bertiga, susah nak makan atas meja study, so kitorang prefer makan atas carpet aje la (atas lantai jer).

Si Faie ni dengan hensemnya pegi amik suar pendek buat lapik pegang periuk yang panas tadi nak angkut dari atas meja ke atas lantai. Ntah macam mana, suar pendek tu terlepas & tangan si Faie ni terpegang periukl yang panas tu. Apo laie, sebab kepanasan, terus terlepas periuk tadi. Prangg...!!! abis maggi tu jatuh melambak atas karpet. Perghh... keciwa beb.. dah la lapo, maggi pulak jatuh atas karpet.

Ahh.. mana bleh jadik ni.. perut yang kosong mana bisa dibiarkan camtu aje. last2 korang tau, maggi yang melambak atas karpet tu kitorang bedal. Wakakak.... dah macam kucing beb. Tapi takde la sampai licin kitorang bedal, just makan bahagian atas2 aje yg tak kena karpet tu. Tapi sedih woo time tu. Dah la susah nak jumpa maggi time2 camtu, sekali yang ada, jatuh atas lantai pulak. lepas makan tu, terpaksa la cuci karpet pukul 3 pagi. Huhuhuh....

Tu la pengalaman aku dengan maggi yang kompon tak bleh lupa sampai mati. Bila teringat balik, rindu rasanya pada zaman jadik student dulu.. nak makan pun susah..

Ni la muka2 geng kitorang masa kat ITM Lendu dulu. Aku, Faie & Addy ada dalam gambar tu. Yang mana satu..korang teka la sendiri. Haha..!

Gambar kenangan selepas buat presentation ETR yang bertajuk "Hidroponik". Kitorang ada bagi satu copy business plan kat tempat Hidroponik kitorang buat rujukan kat Alor Gajah tu. Lepas tu apa yang kitorang dengar, tempat Hidroponik tu pun lingkup. Err sebab business plan kitorang kot?? Haha...

Sendiri Punya Nyawa, Sendiri Mau Jaga

2009-07-29T12:41:00.011+08:00

Manusia memang suka menyalahkan orang lain. Tak pernah nak nampak kesalahan sendiri. Sebab apa aku cakap macam ni? Bila jadik kemalangan maut, orang lain yang disalahkan bukannya diri sendiri.

Ni pasal kemalangan maut yang melibatkan superbikes la. Superbike ni mana best kalau bawak selo. Nak selamat, bawak dalam trek aje la. Tapi kat malaysia ni, rega sebijik superbike jer dah buleh dapat sebijik kereta separuh mewah. Kalau superbike yang 1000cc rega dia dalam RM90K. Kalau yg import dari Italy jangan cakap la. ducati 1098 pun dah RM140K. Kalau yg kecik sket mcm 600cc pun dalam RM70K. Tu pon dapat cap Kawasaki jer. Kalau R6, dekat RM80K.

So dah bayar mahal-mahal cam tu takkan nak guna dalam trek aje. So tempat paling best nak test power kat highway la jawabnya. Agak-agak bape laju nak bawak? Takkan 120kmh kot. Kalau camtu RXZ pun boleh potong. 200kmh? Sesetengah TZM rider pon leh claim leh cecah 200kmh. Malu la kalau kena potong dengan TZM. So paling tidak pon 250kmh. Mcm tak caya kan? Tapi betul. Aku bawak 250cc pun leh cecah 180kmh, inikan pulak 4 stroke 1000cc.

Tak takut mati ke bawak laju2? Ala dah pakai Arai, suit Dainese, kasut A stars musti la selamat. Riding gear ni jer koman2 pon RM5K. Maximum protection. Bila dah bawak laju camtu, kalau ada keta 1km kat depan, bape saat jer perlu nak kejar. Kejap je dah belakang bontot keta tu dah. Itu pun kalau sempat nak brake...

Pasal driver keta lak, kalau orang ni memang jenis tak naik moto, tak minat moto atau tak tau apa2 pasal superbike ni memang tak jangka la bape laju moto2 cam ni buleh pegi. Dari lane tengah nak masuk ke lane laju, jeling cermin pandang belakang, line clear. Alih-alih bila dah duduk lane kanan tetiba ada lampu terang dekat belakang keta. Tengok2 macam aku kata tadi la, kejap je dah ada belakang keta. Tak sangka.

Tu la yang jadik agaknya. Satu Yamaha R1 hentam belakang Persona kat highway. Malangnya, rider moto tu meninggal on the spot, maybe sebab hentaman kuat tu. Citer dia bleh baca kat sini. Yang tak bestnya, kengkawan rider yang meninggal ni tak habis-habis nak salahkan pemandu keta. Pakcik ni mana la nak menyangka ada peluru berpandu kat belakang dia. So pakcik ni dari masuk ke lane laju then tiba2 rasa ada benda langgar dari belakang.

Pada pendapat aku, driver ni tak leh la nak disalah kan 100%. Rider moto pon patut dipersalahkan jugak. Nyawa dia tak leh la nak harap orang lain tolong jaga. Yang buat aku rasa sedikit kecewa tu sebab golongan superbikers ni bukan datang dari golongan mentaliti rendah. Semuanya hebat2. Ada doktor, lawyer, businessman & macam2 lagi la. Tapi dalam kes ni masing2 dah tak nampak profesional. Marah-marah, maki-maki. Mana bleh ini macam. Kalau satu mat rempit kena langgar, mat2mat rempit lain merusuh. Sama gak kes camni. Bezanya cuma mat repit golongan mentaliti rendah, takde duit.

My Birthday

2009-07-26T21:25:00.007+08:00

Friday 24th July was my birthday. As usual, I am expecting wishes from my family. Yan, Long & Eli will never forget to wish. Eni is in Sweden maybe she did not remember. Eza did not wish me as usual. I am ok with that. But, what I am trying to tell here is that I am sad because one wish I always received every year but never for this year & forever. Never will. It's from my late mom.

Mimpi Mak.. bestnya

2009-07-10T20:45:00.009+08:00

Sebenarnya aku mimpi mak ni minggu lepas. Tapi xde masa nk taip.

Aku mimpi dapat jumpa mak kat umah Mak Long Segamat. Masa tu aku nak amik wallet tertinggal kat umah mak long aku tu. Bila sampai jer, aku nampak ada banyak kasut kat luar umah.

"Eh, ada orang datang rupanya.." aku kata dalam hati.

Then aku terus masuk. Nampak ayah aku rupanya.. tengah tido dekat2 dengan pintu. Pastu aku ternampak... MAK!!! Aku terkejut. Terkejut sampai aku terduduk.

"Mak buat apa kat sini?" aku tanya Mak.

"Aku ikut laki aku la...!" jawab mak pulak.

Adeh.. betul gak kan. Mak aku ni sebenarnya peneman ayah aku yg setia..& vice versa. Mana2 pegi mesti berdua. Ahh.. tak kisah la. Then part yg best tu aku terus peluk dia. Aku cakap aku rindu sangat kat dia. Sampai sekarang aku masih buleh rasa aku peluk mak aku, pegang badan dia.

Tapi tiba2 pelukan aku jadik longgar. Rupa2nya mak yang aku peluk tadi semakin pudar. Makin lama makin hilang. Aku terdiam. Dan aku terus terkejut dari tido. Sedih.. aku mimpi rupanya. Tapi takpe lah. At least Tuhan dah bagi aku peluang jumpa & peluk mak aku lepas dia takde. Terubat gak rindu aku kat dia walau pun hati aku sebak bila aku teringat mimpi aku tu. Sambil taip ni pun sebak gak.

Al-Fatihah untuk Mak..

The Sad Episodes Continue

2009-06-11T21:05:00.014+08:00

Upin & Ipin might be something that makes people laugh. But for me, these two budak botak remind me to the other way around. On the final day where mom can walked & talked, smile & laugh, she was at the pasar minggu ( this is due to the pasar was going on the whole day, not only at night) asking for my youngest brother Mamat, a 7 years old boy if he wanted anything there. Being a young boy, he asked mom to bought him a pair of Upin & Ipin suits. Then mom asked if there is anything else he wanted, and Mamat wanted kuey teow goreng. Mom bought him everything he wanted. Maybe she already knew it was the last time she was able to do so.

On that very night, my mom’s condition became worst as soon as she reached home. My dad was too tired. As mom always behave like that, he ignored her. At 3am my dad woke up and saw mom hadn’t sleep and keep moving around. He knew something was wrong. Upon that, he immediately called Mak Ani, a close friend of mom cum personal nurse who always give all the best for mom & dad. Later at dawn, Mak Ani came with another mom’s friend Kak Fauziah tried to bring mom to hospital by ambulance. However she resisted & Mak Ani took mom to hospital by her car instead. That was the last time mom walked & talked. The world became silence from the voice of Rahmah Siran ever since.

Now it’s been a month plus since mom left us. Still, my tears shed whenever I have a deep thought about her. Just now I had a short talk with my dad. He told how my mom was during her final day enjoying the beauty of this world. And the tears shed again.

Poor dad. After so many years of driving, last Sunday he traveled to Kuala Lumpur, together with my younger sis & of course, Mamat, by bus. I don’t know how to describe it. My dad had once said, how he wish to travel anywhere by bus. No need to drive so he can enjoy the scenery of this world. How relaxing it will be, can take a nap whenever he feel sleepy. He never had a chance to do so as my mom’s health conditions won’t allow her to do so. With conditions like that, I don’t know how far my mom is able to walk. Her sights were poor. Her legs were weak.

Now my dad has got the chance of what he dreamt of. Except the price that is quite expensive, without mom on his side. He has Yan & Mamat, but it will never be the same as if mom that is beside him. My dad was too sad to drive knowing that my mom won’t be sitting beside him anymore. So he decided to go to KL by bus.

In KL my dad met his brothers, Bak Nasir & uncle Khalid. Why I called one of them “Bak” and the other “uncle”, I could not tell because I do not even have the answer for myself. It was good to see dad happy sitting down with his brothers, talking about the past, present & future. Dad looked happy. They had a long talk until midnight. Since I am a quiet person, I listened more that I talked. One thing special about dad & his brothers is when they talk, it is very quiet. No big laugh. Even the stories were funny enough, still no big laugh.

My dad stayed at my place for just one night. It was not enough for me. I wish he can stay longer. Of course with Yan & Mamat. Today, in the early morning, they left. Mamat need to go for a extra class tomorrow night. Apa da, buat kelas tambahan malam jumaat..?

So the sad stories for all of us continue. My dad came back to house that is filled with thousand memories of mom. Yan does not have anyone to talk to. Mamat could not play Play station at least until next school holiday. As for me, what else to say..?

Moving To New House?

2009-05-21T08:30:00.005+08:00

During the time when I was waiting my house to be completed, I did often visit it, almost every week i went there. But the picture above shows our next house to be occupied. But how often do we visit it? Or are we trying to think that we are not going to move there? Or have we completely forgotten about it at all?

Soalan Cilok Dari Yan (Yang Dicilok Dari Kak Lin)

2009-05-20T21:30:00.010+08:00

Hurmmm.... I think these questions are quite interesting to answer. Well I try to answer honestly.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and aren't around anymore?
My mom.

Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
Yes, just a few weeks ago, but on the carpet instead of the bed. In the middle of the night he ran away to sleep with my dad.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
I guess everbody is doing the same thing. Everybody has at least a little secret of their own.

Besides sleeping, what else do you do in your room?
I watch DVD and listen to MP3s on my bed connected to the speaker system I forced my brother to sell to me.

Are your parents protective of you?
Not really. I can do whatever I want to when I was young at age, as long as I dont cross the thin red line, which I sometimes did.

What actions do you do when you're really nervous?
Move my body a lot. But not dancing laarr... aiyaa...

Is money important to you?
How on earth they can came up with question like this?

How much time per day do you have to relax and be alone?
Few hours will do. Spending a good time on my own is a must.

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
I rather be with myself than surrounded by jerks.

Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older?
Yup. I wish to. They are all I have in this world.

Does internet stories ever end in you sitting in tears at the computer desk?
Nah, never. Who do you think I am? Shah Rukh Khan? Vince AF?

Do you find yourself happy at this point?
Happy. I have all I wanted except satria neo CPS and Yamaha R6.

What did you last cry over?
When my mom left me and will never coming back. The only way to meet her is I have to follow her I guess. When? Only god knows.

Where were you two nights ago?
In my office. I am working shift la, not workaholic.

How do you make your money?
Just fulfilled my required 9 hours working a day and go to work except I'm on leave.

What is your favorite color?
Blue, black, red & pink.

What color are your eyes?
Bobbi brown.

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
Definitely my mom. Even my kidneys look like mom's.

Do you like funny people or serious people?
Funny people makes me happy and stay young. Serious people pretend to be cool.

What are some lyrics to the song you're listening to?
Kucinta Apa Adanya Kamu.

What jewelry do you wear ALL the time?
My RM99 casio watch. Is that considered as jewelery?

What do you have planned for tonight?
Sleep early and dream of mom. God I miss her so much.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
I like Yan's answer but have to modify a bit to fit my requirements.
"A genie in a bottle to grant me UNLIMITED wishes."

Who makes you happiest right now?
Everybody that close to me & understand the suffering that i am going through.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Listening to my favourite MP3s.

Whats the first thing you did after you left TODAY?
?

How much money did you spend yesterday?
Less than RM10.

What are you doing this weekend?
Work. Again, I keje shift larrr....!

Who did you last get into an argument with?
Dunno, can't remember.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
No. best friends are to support me, not to have fight with them.

Have you ever wanted to bottle up a moment and save it forever?
All the sweet memories with my mom & family. And that will need me a kilang botol to do that as I have a lot of sweet memories with my family. BTW, Yan can work at this kilang botol as a QC.

If you had a choice to work or not, would you work?
Sure i would not. If the option is not to work but salary still pay, sure I will be the first in line to apply.

Ever truly wanted to kill someone?
Not just someone, but a lot. May I elaborate how am i going to brutally kill them?

Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
Yes. But the question does not require me to reveal who that person is, so I better keep it myself.

When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
A day before yesterday.

Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes. My work.

Who is the last person you missed a call from?
My ex staff. Ntah nak apa la tu... Musykil betul...

Emak...

2009-05-10T13:09:00.020+08:00

This post is dedicated to my mother who passed away peacefully on 4th May 2009.

Tak tau nk tulis apa.

Cuma nak bagitau kat mak, marul rindu sangat kat mak. Marul mimpi mak. Ternampak2 mak masa buat barbeque kat umah aritu. Terngiang2 suara mak bila mak call. Mak jugak la yg bukak pintu kalau marul sampai dari KL tengah-tengah malam. Mak mesti tanya, "Marul, ko nak air?".. Semuanya MAK.. tapi.. sumer ni dah takde lagi. Tuhan dah ambik balik Mak dari marul. Lepas ni dgn sapa marul nak manja? Marul tak kan lupa mak senyum sambil kata "Sejuk, sedap..". Marul takkan lupa bila mak ketawa bila marul & ayah dapat teka mak nak strawberry shake, walaupun suara mak tak keluar. Marul takkan lupa gak mak suruh marul garukan idung mak sebab gatal.

Sekarang tinggal cuma la memori mak dalam kepala Marul. Semua kenangan manis pahit suka duka jadik anak mak ni, marul akan simpan selama-lamanya dalam hati. Terima kasih kerana membesarkan marul, dari kecik sampai la besar. Satu je marul regret, tak dapat mintak maaf, mintak halal makan minum yang mak bagi selama ni. Bukan tak nak, tapi kalau marul mintak maaf, seolah-olah mcm mak dah nak pergi. Tapi mak pergi jugak.

Sedihnya Marul ni, Tuhan aje yang tau. Tak sabar nak jumpa mak lagi.

Rahmah @ Rakmah Bt Siran, 5th September 1947 - 5th May 2009.

Sunday Ride 29th March 2009

2009-03-30T17:43:00.011+08:00

Aku mmg semangat betul kali ni nak naik awana. Sebabnya aku dah ada kasut moto baru dgn knee protector… ada la gaya mat moto sket compare sebelum2 ni naik pakai jeket pinjam, kasut nike casual aje dgn xde apa2 protection lain. Orang lain naik siap2 racing suit lagi.. aku jer pakai mcm nak gi fun fair.. So kali ni aku naik dgn lebih bergaya hehe…

Pkl 9 pagi tepat aku dah sampai BHP lepas tol karak. Xde sapa lagi kat ctu kecuali sorang je yg aku kenal muka, yg lain haram x kenal langsung. Kali ni aku expect ramai la budak2 yang pakai aprilia naik awana sebab motomilia ada buat sesi perjumpaan kat genting sempah pukul 930 pagi. Musti ada makan2 ni … hehe…

Aku rasa ada la dalam 20 minit tunggu, baru la nampak muka2 yang biasa aku nampak.. lepas 20 minit baru la bertolak ke genting sempah. Macam biasa la aku dok antara yang belakang sekali, bukan berani sangat pun.. just follow orang depan aje. Tapi bila org depan makin laju, aku pun makin laju. Mula2 tu macam biasa la layan koner.. jalan besar beb 3 lorong mmg best la belasah koner. Potong kiri kanan selamba jer.. sampai la kat satu korner tu …

Masa tu aku kat lane tengah, kat depan ada keta selo. Nak masuk kanan, aku cuak sket sbb geng2 SBK masih kat belakang.. depa ni laju mcm setan… so aku decide nak potong belah kiri. Aku ada nampak la sebijik wira biru kat lane kiri pulak tapi aku bajet buleh lepas la. Belakang aku ada 2 bijik ap, satu 250 & 125 baru. Masa tu dalam 140kmj kot.. Tiba2 aku tgk wira tu x selaju yang aku sangka.. aku approach keta tu split second aje.. nak masuk kanan dah tak sempat, tambah pulak ada 2 bijik yang laju kat belakang aku, kalau aku masuk kanan gak, ada yg kena sondol nnt ni. So, ada takde tarik brek kuat2 aje la… Dalam masa tengah brek tu, mmg rasa mcm nak kena aje wira tu.. Tapi nasib baik bukan brembo made in thailand .. Aku dapat selo kan moto tu aku rasa satu kaki aje lagi dari keta tu… Driver tu pon mmg dah bengang giler kat aku kot.. hehe.. Cuma yang aku pelik tu, jantung aku langsung x berdebar2… kenapa ek? Kalu tak mesti dah macam motobot..

Tapi aku cuak gak la.. so lepas tu.. aku tak laju lagi dah.. selamba je kena tapau dgn125.. kalau ada geng basikal racing pun silap2 leh tapau aku gak.. sampai awana, makan roti telo, lepak dalam sejam, pastu turun balik.

Alhamdulillah aku masih buleh menaip cerita ni lagi….

Video Pasal Motor

2009-03-25T23:20:00.006+08:00

Aku cuba letak video2 pasal moto yang aku minat / kelako kat cni. Hopefully you guys will enjoy all the videos too. For starting, here's my all time favourite ..

Aku, Dia & Kamu

2009-03-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

Jeng jeng jeng.... saspen je baca tajuk dia .. apa yg aku nak cite ni sbnrnya xde kena mengena dgn tajuk tu.. haha.. padan muka korang tertipu...

aku dah bubuh you tube kecik kat blog aku ni. Aku suggest sambil2 baca tu, cuba la surf...

1. apocalyptica
2. pianotarium

yg apocalyptica tu group main cello aje.. ala yg mcm biola tp besor sket tu. Geng ni main lagu2 cover metallica best gak. Pakai cello aje tu. Yg lagi satu tu mamat omputeh main piano. Dia pun banyak main lagu2 cover, metallica pun ada, GnR pun ada. Layan ooo.. sambil baca2 kat blog aku ni leh layan instrumental baru shiokkk...

Tu je nak bgtau... chaloh...

Pengalaman Aku Naik Moto

2009-03-25T18:50:00.006+08:00

Ni kisah yg kompom aku xleh lupa laa... dh tersemat dalam memori aku yg 160GB ni.

Masa tu aku baru beli skuter V100.. ni citer kat UUM la. Dkt luar UUM tu, org panggil maingate, ada satu pam minyak buruk, tp berfungsi la. Ramai jer student isi minyak kat ctu. Tp aku dengar minyak dia campur dgn minyak tanah. So aku taknak la isi kat ctu. Aku lebih rela isi kat Changlun yg jauhnya 10km lebih tu. Sambil2 tu leh gak cuci mata. Errr... x cuci mata kot, sbb ramai nyonya2 kerepot je kat changlun tu sbnrnya...

So satu hari tu minyak skuter aku nak abis dah. Nak taknak kena isi gak. Lepas kelas aku gamble je gi Changlun. Meter mmg dh tunjuk 'E'. Tiba2 halfway aku tgk langit mcm nak runtuh.. mmg gelap giler aar.. anytime je buleh hujan lebat. Tgk mmg kompom la. Nak terus ke nak patah balik? Meter dah 'E' ni... so aku nekad bukan naked tau.. terus ke Changlun. So seperti dah diagak, ujan turun lebat giler mcm ais seketul2. Aku rasa dh bukan mcm ais lagi, mcm mesin kisar ais ada kot.. mak aii sakitnya. Baju mmg lencun abis la.. sampai ke spender lencun. Alang2 basah, terus kan perjalanan!

Elok2 aku sampai Changlun, sekali tengok PANAS TERIK daaa.....! Ala, taburan hujan kan tak sekata... mid way hujan lebat, destinasi panas terik. Sampai kat Petronas Changlun tu, dgn air menitik2 dari baju seluar kasut sumer... aku tgk kakak2 yg x berapa nak cun tu sumer tgh tengok aku. Last2 sorang dtg kat aku. Aku ingat nk tolong pam minyak, sekali dia tanya............

"Jatuh longkang ke dik?"..... Cis!!!! Aku dgn gaya Tom Selleck wat dono, pumped in full tank RM7, blah terussss..........

Aku Seorang Mat Moto

2009-03-25T17:18:00.006+08:00

Hahahaha!

Ha intro gelak2 tu mcm seram kan? Baru sikit aje tu...

Aku tatau nk citer apa la dalam blog ni... so aku nk citer apsal aku jadik mat moto.
Masa aku sekolah rendah aku x minat pon moto. Masa tu bukan ada moto best pun utk diminat. Cikgu aku masa tu naik yamaha rx-s100cc aje. Bentuk mcm moto citer2 hindustan aku rasa. Hodoh giler. Aku rasa yg design moto tu pon menyesal giler, kenapa la dia design moto hodoh camtu...

Ok berbalik pada citer moto tadi.. so ada sekali tu aku terbeli la majalah roda-roda. cover dia gambo yamaha TLS1000 kalau x silap... omega chasis. Start dr ctu la aku minat moto. Masa kat ITM, aku berkenan kat RG sport.. kecek2 dgn mak x dapat. adoyai... pastu masa nak grad ada lak sorang junior tu bawak cagiva mito EV.. perghhh smart giler masa tu.. ala2 ducati depan dia.
TZM pun baru kuar gak time tu.. mmg minat giler la... sep baik je x jd gile btol2...

masa kat U pulak, smngat nak ada moto sendiri makin membuak2.. aku dulu UUM, tau la kalau terlepas bas, bape jauh nak kena menapak.. naik bukit pulak tu.. so bodek punya bodek, at last dapat la sebijik...SUZUKI V100. No plat dia JET3679. Uiks, aku beli skuter ke jet ni?? haha..! Best gile time tu... hari2 jalan2 naik moto. Penah sampai Kangar aku bawak dr UUM tu...

Lepas grad, aku keje kejap kat penang. Masa ni kat penang melambak2 tzm. minat nk tuko moto dtg. Tp keje gaji kecik. So tahan aje la. At last taun 2001 baru aku dapat beli sebijik TZM seken dgn harga RM6700. Beli kat jalan kuching, kena bayar kat kg medan. Bengong btol. WEN4785 no moto tu.

Tp dgn TZM ni bape kali aku eksiden. Yg x lupa aku langgar bontot iswara kat area masjid negara. Tp aku x apa2 sgt la.. maklum la kudrat gladiator... masa tu taun 2002 aku rasa. Yg eksiden 2005 yg teruk.. pkl 230 pagi kena langgar van. Sakit gile ankle aku tersepit. Tp sep baik x retak / patah. So aku memang yakin la aku ni ada darah keturunan gladiator.

Lepas tu TZM aku jadik tak best. Takleh tahan, aku jual je murah2. RM1700 aku tolak. Ada mangkuk ayun dr terengganu beli, dah la murah, mintak diskaun lg. Bangang. Ehh... bukan diskaun tapi diskaung... Pasal aku mmg minat TZM, aku beli lg sebijik, taun 2007. RM2000 aje aku beli dr mmbr aku. Tapi kepala member aku ni botak. Tp ok la.. sbb murah gak. So sampai skrg aku nek TZM tu wat gi keje. Tp sekarang roadtax insurans mati dah... adoyai...

Aku ni mmg xleh nek keta, x tahan sabar asik nak mengamuk aje. Mcm la aku terror sgt bawak keta.. Tp terror gak la tak la sampai langgar tow truck.. So aku gumbira sbb minat aku pada moto. Hati senang.

Jom sapa nak bonceng? Prengggggggg.......!!!!!!!